Never Fascinated | Ella Joy

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This video was produced with the help of:
Ella Joy: Actress and Musician
Dara Williams: Editor and Camera Operator
Scott Mathison: Music and Sound
Thomas and Patrick: Actors
Paisley Mathison: Roadie
Kay and Paul Bergemann: Roadies

Lyrics:
Lie in bed
Sheets tucked in
Hug my pillow tight
Contemplating words and signals
I'll be up till morning light

Love never seemed to occupy
A moment of my time
I just let people pass me by
That used to seem fine

People were never good enough
One way or another I'd flaw each and everyone
Too ugly too whimsical
I'd hurt them for fun

Soon I learnt people have feelings
And suppose that I do too
Soon I learnt nature's trick of mating
Had conquered me too

I wanna love someone even if it hurts
I don't wanna turn grey and be alone
Each day I wake up
I was never fascinated with love
You changed that

Would it be so bad
To die alone?
Do you need a family
To take care of your home?

Or could you write your will away
To some stranger you met?
I don't long for children
I just want someone to care when I'm dead

I think now, I understand
Dying alone doesn't look real nice
I think now I demand
Someone out there will suffice

I wanna love someone even if it hurts
I don't wanna turn grey and be alone
Each day I wake up
I was never fascinated with love
You changed that

If cupid's arrows really work
Then God help me to escape love's curse
Because love is my executioner
Love is my executioner

Love's really confusing
Who knows what I want
It's fast and fleeting
I wish it would just stop








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